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3/16/2022

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I understand but I don’t agree.
I agree but I don’t understand
I hate my job but I need the insurance.
I want to but I can’t.
I want to leave but I'm staying.
I want to stay but I'm leaving. 
I love this but it’s not real.
He was abusive but he loved me.
I like your refrigerator but I would never get one like that.

What might be the fuller more vulnerable story here, in any of these statements?   Write about that. (Borrow from your life or write a fiction piece).
Have you ever wanted to leave but stayed?  Write about that. Or, wanted to stay but  left? Write about that!

Challenge all the buts in your writing. Is there a fuller message or narrative to be discovered? Write about that.  Possibly some of these buts are pointing to a dialectic truth, a paradox. An inconsistency worth exploring. 

Buts used in writing can be a bit lazy. We may throw in a but when there's more to write. In verbal communication it lends to a hidden agenda or message where buts prevent a vulnerability or truthfulness. The reader or other is not invited into a deeper exploration or meaning when you hide behind a but.

Inherent in these statements are a promise of paradox. A vulnerability.  When you can change "I love you but" to  "I love you and", one becomes receptive and vulnerable to the other. When the other is a reader, you have brought the reader closer in to you and more of your story. More is always better here. 

Sentences with buts may hold a contradiction that can be narrated and explored as a paradox. Or, a but in our writing and speech can point to a microaggression.  A paradox is a beautiful thing. When we explore and live our contradictions we discover an underlying paradox. We discover the fuller story and personal truth.  When our written word or speech is a microaggression, it restricts us and the other. A microaggression in some way communicates a derogatory, hostile and negative attitude toward another. Typically and historically, microaggressions are toward a stigmatized or marginalized group. 

Buts can also be used to gaslight.  Bullies rely on the language of bullying to undermine others.  Here is an article on Bullying and Gaslighting. 

I can't help it but you can.
I told you but you weren't paying attention.
Children are to be seen but not heard.
You're a good person but there's something off about you.
I love you but I can't live with you.
I don't like my neighbor, but I am not a racist.
You're not fat but you could lose some weight.
That's a good idea but let's wait to see if there is a better one.

Within each story and person is an intersectionality of experience, traditions, beliefs, and identities. The recognition of contradictions along with the promise of paradox appreciates this intersectionality. This appreciation creates a meeting place of vulnerability and connection. 

The written word and our speech can be superpowers.  Or weapons we use to inhibit and destroy. 


Go put your cape on.   

(And write about that!)

Join us in FIRST WEDNESDAYS where we explore through embodied writing, ritual, indigenous ways of discovery, breath and meditation. Come this June I will be holding one of my writing support circles in-person, the 1st Tuesday night of the month. Email me for more information or to register. And! Starting my next Red Thread circle based on Parker J Palmer's circles of trust and my books: The Clue of the Red Thread, and The Zero Point Agreement. 1st Thursday evenings of the month.  

"There is a third way to respond, a way beyond choosing either this pole or that: let us call it “living the contradictions.” Here we refuse to flee from tension but allow that tension to occupy the center of our lives. And why would we want to do that? Because by doing so, we may receive one of the great gifts of the spiritual life, the transformation of contradiction into paradox. The poles of either-or, the choices we thought we had to make, may become signs of a larger truth than we had even dreamed—and in that truth, our lives may become larger than we ever imagined possible."  Palmer, Parker J.. The Promise of Paradox

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    Author and counselor Julie Tallard Johnson
    I live in Mount Horeb WI where I walk (snow shoe in the winter) my dogs through Stewart Park or Military Trail, garden my corner lot, wear a mask in public (and a cape at night). I love to write & connect to writers and spiritual seekers. My book The Clue of the Red Thread is my latest of eleven, written in collaboration with Parker J Palmer and poet Rebecca Cecchini  The Clue of the Red Thread: Discovering Fearlessness & Compassion in uncertain times  came out in January, 2021 through Shanti Arts, Nine Rivers Imprint. 

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